needed to get this out of my head ...
Dont say you give up on people...unless you're ready for them to give up on you....
Are you really that perfect? MotherNatureLovesPink.1:39 AM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
yay!
forget the last post..All is good in the paradise called love:)Merry christmas and aHappy New Year!!
Ida: One more year of craziness...for always being there...and i do mean always.....i love you...will never stop loving you...MOSTEST!!!oh and for getting along so well with Rivan:)
Rivan:You barged your way into my life and forced me to watch Incredible tales with you..It went downhill from there..lol!Thanks for being there these past couple of months...many more to come....I love you sweetheart!!!!!!
Jessikoo:for being the bratiest sister anyone can ask for...:)enough said...
SANAROY: My happy pill!!never fail to cheer me up when im upset u crazy girl!!!
Mritz: Although we hardly meet, ur always there when i call u and i need to talk...i hope 2009 is a year for more meetups....
mummy and papi i love you even when ur at your most annoying! MotherNatureLovesPink.10:46 AM
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
i hate fighting
I realise I blog nowadys when I cant talk to anyone or when theres no one there to listen... Doesn't matter though, no one comes here so I can go on and on... So anywaaays...So sad I.....I was angry,then upset,then angry,then now im just feeling sad and empty... i havent felt like this in a long time,not since i was 19....god its a sucky christmas....
ps: I hate fighting with the ones I love.....
pps: I finally have a defination for love: Love is vulnerabilaty(if there is such a word)
Have a shitty christmas and a fucked up new year! MotherNatureLovesPink.10:59 AM
I've got goosebumps and my body hurts from imaginary aches and pains. I feel like throwing up. I feel like....I don't know what I feel like...I'm scared...Freaked out of my mind in fact....I just finished Stephen King's Misery.
For those of you who haven't read it, if you've never read a book in your life, even if you hate reading, you need to go out and get the damn book.....I've only ever read one other Stephen King novel and I never finished it...but this is a must read.... MotherNatureLovesPink.2:08 PM
whatever
"Joanne,i love you"
"Joanne, i miss you"
Save it ...please...
I'm happy...so just save it
I DO NOT need it...
oh and i like my name so dont wear it out...
peace MotherNatureLovesPink.2:58 PM
Hola
Ok I have 30 mins before desperate housewives start...and im bored...and sick!! this flu and cough wont go away!!!arrrggghhh!!! oh and my skin started actin up again...yes dan,you were right after all....the tattoo did cause my skin to act up...ah well*shrugs*ok what else do i talk about ....i guess this is why i dont blog anymore...i have nothing to say...not that i had anything interesting to say before...but i liked talkin or rather typin ....so anyways...i shall go back to my boring life off watchin tv and arguing with bradley and havin conversations outside my house with mike...I MISS YOU JEROME! i really do.....i miss u so bloody much it hurts....I miss your romeoness...i miss your cheeky smile...i miss your hair....i miss watchin you flirt with minahs and watchin them go weak in the knees...i miss putting make up on you and dressing you up in hot shorts and spag tops...i miss our pillow fights...i miss arguing with you about every single thing...i miss our dissing jer moments...i miss takin photos of you while you sleep..i miss going drunk blading at 3 in the morning and scraping our faces silly...i miss being in bed with you reading a book....i miss bitchin about people with you...i miss makin you wear my highest heels and watching you fall...i miss going shoppin with you where the best part of our shoppin trip was dumping everything at home and going to get drunk out of our minds...i miss feeling safe...the feeling i had only with you...i love you... MotherNatureLovesPink.11:08 AM
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
ARE YOU THERE GOD?
IT IS 5.52AM SG TIME AND GUESS WHERE I AM? I'M IN THE FREAKIN OFFICE LA!!!! GOD WHAT HAS MY LIFE COME TO???I'M SLEEPY ,CRANKY AND GRUMPY...AND MY BLOODY UNCLE STILL GOT THE CHEEK TO ASK ME IF IM OK...NO!!IM NOT BLOODY OK!I REFUSE TO BE WOKEN UP AT 4.00AM TO GO TO BLOODY FREAKIN WORK NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCES ARE!!!!!
*SINGS IN LOUD OPERA VOICE* I HATE MY LIFE...I HATE MYYYYY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
ARE YOU THERE GOD? IF YOU ARE PLEASE KILL ME THANK YOU VERY MUCH...OK DON'T KILL ME KILL MY PSYCHOTIC AUNT AND UNCLE WHO THINK THEY SHOWER UNCONDITIONAL BLOODY LOVE AND ARE SO DAMN HARDWORKING!
I CANT WAIT TO COME HOME...AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DIDNT KNOW,I PUSHED MY FLIGHT FORWARD AND IM COMIN HOME NEXT SUNDAY!YAY! MotherNatureLovesPink.2:53 PM
