Wednesday, December 5, 2007
I FUCKING HATE UNGRATEFUL AND UNREASONABLE PEOPLE!!
freaking hell...nobody wanted to follow you for you damn Indian wedding but i did!Then you thought so fuckin lowly of me to think that i would turn up in my most scanty outfit for a damn Indian wedding! do you honestly think im THAT stupid??!!!So i went on to but a gorgeous pink Punjabi suit accompanied with all the necessary jewellery...still you questioned my father...asking if i had any gold to wear!!nabei chibai!!!!!!then today its fuckin raining cats and dogs!!that's apparently my fault too...I'm best friends with god and i told him, "hey man, theres this Indian wedding i have to go for with my grandmother and i dont wanna go...could you make it rain the whole day?!"jesus!!!! go la for your Indian wedding ...you're an old lady and you can hardly walk..how on earth do u think you re gonna be in a stuffy indian temple with no goddamn cabs ard later.... i ain't smart but i know enough to tell you that this kinda rain goes on and on and on!!!it stops then it starts again!!!!goodness!!!!arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! MotherNatureLovesPink.2:50 AM
Thank you...
Daddy
For always being there. For always showing me the right path to take.For never questioning my decisions(and trusting me to make the right ones).For not reprimanding me when I do make the wrong ones. For being my daddy dearest and always giving me whatever I want no matter how silly my request is.Daddy, you don't know this but you're my strength.You give me hope and the courage to take each day as it comes no matter how life gets me down.
Mei
For being the idiot who always does stupid things to amuse me. For buying food for me everyday for 3 months(even if you did come back late and shout at me). For always layaning me no matter how lame the topic is. For letting me dress you up and put make-up on you just cause I was bored.
Dilla
I will never forget how you encouraged me for the last 3 months. How you would always tell me to be strong and that I would recover. For listening to all my complaints, ramblings and grumblings. For making me smile EVERY single day. For blogging like the true genius you are. For teaching me forgiveness(you know what I'm talking about). Lastly, for offering me bananas as a sub for alcohol and for our mumus, may they always be well:)
Mritz
For understanding when I just needed to be left alone. For making me laugh with the cock things you say. For manja-ing me to the MAX. For not asking me to suck you toes:) For listening to my problems throughout the years and never judging me. For lending me a shoulder to cry on through the bad times. For getting shit-faced drunk with me just cause i wanted to drink.
To the other few idiots(princess,fiza,kartz,Rachel)
You guys never fail to make me laugh. For giving a damn about how I was doing and calling every once in awhile to check up on me.
and Ida, what do I say about you? You're my best friend and I love you. Nothing I could say here would make anyone understand how much you mean to me. My guardian angel sent from up above.
I love you guys and as all of you know, I'm finally out of the house and raring to go. Meet up with all of you soon.
MotherNatureLovesPink.4:28 AM
