“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” ----from A Return to Love, by Marianne Williamson.
Today I let go of my fears...Fear of heights...Fear of what others might think....fear of being the best me I can be...Let go of your fears people...TODAY!
MotherNatureLovesPink.3:20 PM
Hey people....ok i just finished watching the third season of the l word .......One of the girls, Dana, she dies of cancer and her best friend Alice was extreeeeeemmmmeeeeely upset...Duh! It got me thinking, what if my best friend dies? I fucking will not be able to handle it.
Noridah Bte Zulmalek. My first friend in primary one...Who talked to me when everyone wouldnt because I used to scratch till i bled. When were were nine she pretended she was crying along with me cos our teacher fainted and we were the only two idiots not upset about it. We had a repeated performance again at my place cos her mum didnt wanna let her go to fun dazzle with me and my family...Hey! we got to go in the end ok... :) When we were eleven and part of different cliques, she introduced me to her clique despite the fact that out cliques didnt have anything to do with one another and considered each other the enemy...We were eleven ok?gimme a break....Secondary school came...We were separated for abit...Then we met again and mischief started. HECK!! we even lost our virginity one day before the other and called each other up with that guilty voice...
You know what? there are so many memories and i cant type them all down partly because i cant remember some of them and also because im damn lazy... what im trying to say is, you are a big stuck up snob but i love you all the same...I know that whatever happens, you will always have my back. And babygirl, you better not die before i do cos i probably wouldnt be able to go on if that happens. i love u...:)
ps:i love the l word
MotherNatureLovesPink.2:36 PM
A conversation between rachel and a property agent.the property agent is teaching rachel the tricks of the trade.
property agent: so you must always suck up to your clients
Rachel: erm....ok
Property agent: and if your client call you to come,you must say "okok...i will come there very fast...i will be there espn...espn !!
at this point rachel is just nodding her head and controlling her laughter...afterwhich she proceeded to call yours truly .......i don't mean to make fun of him but espn?
moving on...im currently watching baby geniuses 2 and i absolutely love it...the kids are oh-so-adorable.....and the movie is just plain funny la......go watch it people.......
MotherNatureLovesPink.5:07 AM
dear god, i want her please...thank you.....the rest of ya'll watch THIS video please ....
MotherNatureLovesPink.6:42 AM
OK people, yours truly is a fucking coward la!!!!Ida came over to pierce my tongue and fucking hell!!!i saw a lil blood and chickened out.....uggghhhh ...I'm disgusted with myself........she then proceeded to further disgust and scare me by showing some video of ladies giving birth...i may be only 20 but its been decided...I IS NOT HAVING KIDS!!!or rather, i wont be giving birth to one....and for those of ya'll who are gonna happily say,"but u have two tattoos la!!" i know i do ok? tattoos aren't as painful....you haven't heard the last of this...i WILL pierce my bloody tongue... just because I'm a stubborn bitch and my stubbornness wins over my cowardice by a mile...it just takes a lil time.... that's all...ok I'm happy now cos I'm done ranting
MotherNatureLovesPink.1:41 PM
I am such an idiot that i actually forgot to watch csi!!!so now i have exactly two minutes to blog...well i just wanna say afew things la....I am going to re-peirce my tongue...i miss my tongue peircing can??!!and.....well thats it i guess...oh oh oh!i changed my blogskin. :)ok now i can go watch csi...buhbye
MotherNatureLovesPink.10:56 AM
I love this relaxed feeling i get at 4 am in the morning...i only get like that once night falls and it feels darn good. I was going through random blogs and someone put up a picture of this person i knew...i miss her...or rather how she used to be...too bad we all change...we were so great together;me,you and chantelle....remember how we used to crack each other up?how we would go clubbing until the sun was up? chilling out and talking nonsense.....laughing till we cried......arguing because we were all opinionated idiots....It still brings a smile to my face when i think about it.....going shopping at bugis village cause it had everything we liked...chantelle and her minah jeans...you and all your pearls and weird necklaces.......... me and my flair itty bitty skirts......deciding to go to sahara without any makeup on and in shorts and tshirts......walking into desire dressed liked that with our bloody slippers. SLIPPERS FOR GODSAKES!!:) not a care in the world...like we owned the place......chilling with gopi and the rest till morning and after that going for an impulsively planned chalet to play monopoly......you always lecturing me about the men i was dating.....sitting by the spore river drinking whiskey from a water bottle....pole dancing at desire 2....hahahahahahah...i miss us....the three asses...then three became two.......i hope you're happy with your life girl...take care yvonne...i miss you MotherNatureLovesPink.12:51 PM
Aiyoh this woman keeps bugging me to blog when i have absolutely no idea what to blog about. Fine i'll blog about u.
Thank you .
For always believing the best of people, for being the first to forgive, for hardly ever holding grudges....I always thought I was oh-so-mature and that I had been through alot in life. Then this crazy ass 19 year old came into my life and made me see things differently. She taught me things and made me understand. Not only me but others as well....This girl, who makes everyone go crazy for her.
Then I screwed up again. Did things I shouldn't have done. Malicious things. Which made me feel shitty beyond shitty. When I apologised, we started talking and after the matter was settled all she said was to forget about it. Today she told me"its water under the bridge", as simple as that. I asked myself, how could someone be so forgiving? Then I find out this crazy nutcase actually went and told someone I was nice, caring and extremely sweet. I thought to myself," This girl is psycho la!"
So we all should learn from this crazy ass nutcase........ shit im getting emotional now....To the crazy nutcase: thanks for being a crazy nut case...a hot bisexual woman whom i want, a person so good she makes others wanna be good just for her.
ps:I caught the bouquet at the wedding...me the shortest ass there!!!!
MotherNatureLovesPink.2:38 AM
I did it...I actually went to see Simpsons and I have to admit,it was pretty good..Spider pig Spider pig!!! ok ok...on to something serious I have to say
Dilla, If you're reading this, i;m sorry....backlash is never nice and I for one cannot handle it......If you weren't talking about me in your last post, fine...I just wanna say im sorry .........I came up with the last post purely on spite......feeling a little ridiculous now that i read it again....I dont know whether u will accept this lame apology but lets just put it this way, i've never been good at apologising...too much pride and ego la.......im still sorry though......
MotherNatureLovesPink.8:16 AM
This sucks...I'm on leave for a week and my msn at home is down....Went to Sahara just now, apparently the management has changed ....had sheesha with Ida and Bart...talked about this and that........about my old days at sahara........about a cockroach named freddy...lols......
I wanna get outta the country...I'm going to Aus in Jan...Whee!!!!!!!!!Leaving all you stinky people behind....:)kidding kidding....you know i love you.....
MotherNatureLovesPink.12:10 PM